It's Coming To An End

Time is flying by so fast. It's hard to believe that we are all Seniors this year, and we'll be moving off to college in just a few short months. It seems like just the other day I was middle school, when I had no worries at all. Now it's all different. Now I have so much pressure on me, Mom and Dad constantly talking about grades and college, it's so overwhelming! I can't believe in just a few short months I'll be living all alone and having to take care of myself. I don't even know how to cook, what in the world am I supposed to do without Mommy and Daddy? It's so scary. I wish everything would slow down just a little and give me time to get myself together. It's such a huge step moving out and being on my own. I'm terrified of the fact that I'm going to be 2 hours away from my parents. I don't even really like staying at peoples houses because I prefer my own bed and being where I'm comfortable. Don't get me wrong, I'm super excited about going off to college, and of course playing softball in college, I just know i'm going to miss the family. Not only that, but I'm scared about leaving Zach. I love that boy with all my heart but i'm worried about us. He will be at home going to USC and I'll be almost to Georgia. We've been together for a year and a half, and things are absolutly amazing; but the long distance thing sucks. He's always been there and anytime I ever need him, he's just a phone call away. It's not going to be that easy anymore... Hopefully things will work out in the end, and maybe I'll be a big girl and love being on my own. Doubtful...